Surrender

Walking the route was uneventful - Not that I think there were no beautiful or interesting things to see, but I didn't have the patience to look. I'm in a foul mood that is like a harness covering my body, my mind and my heart. But..... soon as I am close to the sea this harness weakens and completely dissolves. It feels like my environment absorbs me, as if it makes me a part of it. That feeling is soothing and warm and most of all.... makes me feel welcome.

I felt secluded when sitting on the big mezah, feet dangling down until where the angry, foaming waves could almost reach them. I sat. I laid down. Sun shining on my face and hair. I felt so free. There was no good, no bad, no doubts, no keeping up appearances, no insecurity, no being afraid... Only total submission.

I looked down at the gorgeous water and thought what would happen if I'd disappear into it....
(imagine myself turning into a mermaid, swimming between the fish and crabs and talking with them, them answering me and telling me what lies further ahead in the direction I am swimming in. me warning them of fishermen baits... Serenity, beauty and ... 'simplicity').

When I finally climbed down I saw MsCat sunbathing near her caretaker. We (the caretaker and me) played with her (the only photos I took today). Although she barely touched me I still carry a large scratch on my finger showing just how terribly sharp her nails are...


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